POEM | Nothing and Nobody

I’m nothing and I’m nobody

When will this end??

It’s what I would say

Again and again

I’m nothing and nobody

And what is the point

Of being here at all

Nobody’s friend

I’m nothing and I’m nobody

Of that, there’s no doubt

I’m waiting to die

For Him to just shout

I’m wanting to end it

I just can’t get out

Away from my thoughts

Around in my head


My own fucking thoughts

…Wanting me dead

There’s nowhere to go to

And nowhere to hide

Stop tormenting me mind

I just can’t abide

Your tortuous taunts

And diabolical hints

You’re nothing and nobody

And, you’ll not be missed

Where did this come from

And why did it stalk

Relentless for years

This cycle of talk

First came the booze

Then came the drugs

Anything to blot

This evil cunt out

I’m nothing and nobody

We’ll see about that!

I found some new people

Who know where you’re at

They know about you

And your shabby little show

Nothing and nobody??

I showed you the door…